I feel lucky to have a job in this economy. I feel lucky that this job is doing something that I enjoy, and not standing behind a cash register getting yelled at all day. However, on days like today and yesterday, I just want to leave early and go home. The only problem with that is that I would like to walk into a clean home and because I'm so exhausted, clean home doesn't exist. Only messy home. It would be nice if Eric was off to help me pick up but he works every night until at least 6 and when he gets home neither of us feel like doing anything.
I also had my 90 day review at work today (20 days late) and was denied a raise. It bothered me. I will be the first to admit that there have been a few weeks where I have just failed at my byline quota. But there have also been a few weeks where I've written stuff that for one reason or another didn't get used. I don't feel like I was "reviewed" by my performance quite as fairly as I could have been. I feel like maybe they just looked at the past month instead of looking at the last three months as a whole.
But maybe I'm just pouting because I've never really had a bad review.
I know that this is a pregnancy journal but these things are stressing me out and making the side effects of being pregnant worse. Like, I haven't had morning sickness at all but I've been sick all day and I really believe it is because of everything at work.
That and getting denied that raise really puts a dent in our funds for this month and we need to put as big of a dent in bills as we can so that we are financially stable when the baby arrives. There are so many things that we need and although it seems early, August will be here SO quickly.
Lovebug,
Mommy loves you. I'm sorry that I've been so sick lately...I'll try to relax so that I can take better care of you.
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